John is unpacking

He has been gone for a week but I am leaving John alone. He is out in the garage unpacking his workbench and is not a happy camper. The packer's were not exactly aware of what John had and just dumped everything in a box.....Big Bad Meany Bear in my garage.

Friday at last

John comes home from his training today but it wont be until like 11 tonight. I will have to pick him up from the airport but its less then ten minutes away.

Scott is grounded again, so it's a quite day. I know he is just pushing me to see how far my limits are now that we have moved. It's one of the most stressful aspect's of his Asperger's is the need to test the boundiers after every little itty bitty change.

Faith is at girls camp until tomorrow hopefully she is having fun. I have nightmares of something going wrong at the camp and becuase it's so far away I don't get to her in time. I know she is safe and well cared for though, just Mom anxiety. lol.

As for me I have taken a break and am revisiting some old video games that I haven't played since before I had kids. It's interesting to see how the games have evoloved and how I have evoloved. It used to be I was ALWAYS playing video games, now not so much. I spend most of my free time anymore knitting for my sanity. :)

So Done

I am so done with unpacking and John being gone. I couldnt sleep last night becuase he wasnt there to cuddle up to when I got cold. I told him that this morning and what does he say but it's almost over, until August and December. Hopefully it gets easer.

I made no-bake cookies last night, dont know what I did wrong becuase they didn't set up. So Scott and I have been eating gooey lumps of chocolate instead of cookies. :)

Once the summer is over, I am so getting a part time job. To you Moms that have stayed home to take care of your kids, I admire you. I am ready to lock mine outside just to have a little bit of time to myself.